Meditation

I am sitting alone.

The men in my life belong to my past.

Reinout belongs to yesterday.

Mohammad belongs to last month.

Tashi belongs to last year.

Rony belongs to last decade.

Four men

four cultures

four relations

four memories in my body

four imprints in my soul

And in my present only me exist.

The men in my life belong to my past

perhaps to my future

but in my present they are absent.

I am sitting alone.

Observing my present.

Letting them slip out of my thoughts

out of my touch.

Clearing my mind

clearing my body.

They belong to my past,

perhaps to my future,

but in my present exist only ME.