The city is too big for me
too many people
too much noise
too many options
too much seduction
too much pain
too many emotions
too many sensations.
And one wave, but it's a big one.
And I've dived into the ocean,
allowing this wave to hit me again and again.
Wherever I go, I see him, I feel him, can't stay away from him.
My senses are caught in a whirling.
A whirling of the senses.
And I'm struggling to differentiate between right and wrong.
I might be failing.
The right feels so wrong...
The wrong feels so right...
The right is painful, demanding, I need to pull myself together every time in order to function...
The wrong...
the wrong is selfish.
It's chaotic and exciting and passionate and toxicating... and painful.
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